Okay, went to the DMV yesterday.  Left the house at about 1, got there at 2...not too bad traveling wise.  I have to get my ID so I can go job hunting again.  I really wanna work at Starbucks for some reason, lol.  Anyways, I do my paperwork there, show my birth certificate and social security card to the lady and the counter, she starts to process everything but wait...

MY NAME DOESN'T MATCH UP WITH MY SS NUMBER!!!

Apparently, I'm not me for some reason...so I have to go to the Social Security Office tomorrow (I'll get to eat Roberto's, too, lol) and get this thing all worked out.

I AM: myself, and that's all I ever will be.

I KNOW: that I can do better, if I only try.

I NEED: support, to help me see I'm not alone.

I WANT: closure, so I can not worry about the past and focus on the future.

I HAVE: dreams, but many of them seem unreachable.

I WISH: I wasn't myself at times, so people would actually accept me.

I HATE: the silence, and how it takes over my mind at night.

I MISS: being happy...it's been a while since I have truly been,

I FEAR: conformity, I want to remain my own person forever.

I HEAR: static, the numerous thoughts in my head are almost always scrambled around.

I SEARCH: for answers, for I can never accept a single statement as truth.

I WONDER: why everything in the world has to be so complicated.

I REGRET: not taking advantage of opportunities when I had them.

I LOVE: making the ones I let in know I care enough to do so.

I CARE: about the people who are truthful to me.

I ALWAYS: will remain as random as I can possibly be for the rest of my life.

I DANCE: only when a girl asks me to.

I SING: alone in my room, with the speakers up loud so nobody can hear me.

I DONT ALWAYS: keep a straight personality.  Those who I let in know the true me.

I FIGHT:  only to protect the ones I care about, otherwise I'm a pacifist.

I WRITE: to keep myself entertained.

I WIN:  at anything I give 100% to.

I LOSE: at everything else.

I CONFUSE: everybody, including myself.

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: in front of my computer with the headphones on, writing and getting inspiration.

I NEED: something to care about again.

I AM HAPPY ABOUT: being away from school for the time being.

I SHOULD: get some sleep and stop thinking so much.

Okay...it's Friday.  I normally would have something to do on the weekend, but I don't.  I guess I'll probably just finish digging that trench my parents want me to dig in my backyard so we can plant our aloe vera plants.  Might do a lot of writing...I tend to get ideas in my head when I'm bored.  I love random ideas.